today finally went to the buffet tat i wanted
n the buffet is very very good
after buffet went to lido to shop for awhile
after lido den go to cousin hse
left cousin hse at 1am to go home
reached home showered den use comp
mood:happy n bloated
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To:Kim mei
mei kor really forgot ur bday
im really sorry
pls forgive me
i dun wan to lose u as my mei
u are my mei for very long le
i dun wan to lose u
sry hope u can forgive me

To:Sharon mei
mei im really sry abt knowing ur friend
im really sorry
if u want to blame blame me dun blame germaine
i'm willing to take the blame for it
if u hate me or angry me i wun blame u
i deserve it de
if u dun wan to forgive me its ok
cos its my fault

To:cong
bro
im sorry
i wun go gym with u le
cos im giving up on diet
no use to slim down
cos my attitude sux
its my fate to b single
n im accepting it
im sry

i dun really knw wad to do
i have the feeling tat im losing my gans 1 by 1
its really hurts
i really feel like crying or emo
im gonna give up everything i have
cos im getting mood swing every single night
every night feel like crying or emoing
no mood to play games
hear song oso no mood
this is nt who i am
i dunno who the hell am i
ive change to some freaks nw
my attitude becoming more worse
i really dunno wad to do