don't go away

by2

Looking through your eyes,
there's nothing to hide
And you're no longer mine
How could I survive
when you say goodbye
Why do birds still fly up high?

Can't stop the tears from fallin
We used to be so fine
when you walked into my life
I tried to reach out for you
just to be with you
My heart is breakin '

Don't Don't Go Away
Baby, don't you know, I miss you so.
Don't Don't Go Away,
I've never been on my own before.

Wooh .... Oh ....
Can't you hear me just take me with you
So don't don't go away

Don't Don't Go Away,
Baby, don't you know, I miss you so.
Don't Don't Go Away,
I've never been on my own before.
So won't you feel my heartbeat once more

quite nice song by BY2 but nice song i love it BY2 Rox

23rd of may Sat
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went to cck to meet cher
den jackie n denise oso meet there
i the 1st one to reach cos i took cab
den follow by denise n jackie
den cher
while waiting for cher
jackie denise n myself walk ard lot one to see wad we wan to eat
den jackie n denise went pet store cos jackie wan buy smth for his dog
after tat went to old chang kee to buy his puff n sotong
after buy le cher called n say she meeting us
ard 5- 10 mins later cher came
den we head to pizza hut for lunch
we order a 1 for 1 pizza cos promotion den order a beef ball n criss cross fries
after pizza we went basement to buy bubble tea.
den we head down to suntec for maple event
reached suntec head to the convention hall
damn loads of ppl zzz
cher bought 2 poccupine.
after tat went to arcade to find cong botak n yang
but cant find so call them again
they at food court
den we head to food court
while on my way to food court ben called
he say he wan come suntec
ask me to wait for him
den cher jackie denise n me headed to foodcourt to find cong botak n yang
reached food court i saw yang tony yan ruru zh darren galvin cong botak chris& some maplers
we took occupied 3 tables
den slack awhile
ben called me cos he reached suntec
den i went to meet him
after meeting him we went to convention hall cos he wan buy his ap reset
after buying we went to fountain area to find jackie n the rest
reached there ben n myself approach zh
talk awhile den ruru approach to ben asking wad is his ign
here is the conversation
Ruru:wad is ur ign in maple
Ben: Wiz de child
ruru:guys he is wiz de child
suddenly all eyes on me n ben
ben:no la i vestiges
ruru:o ok
den yan approach followed by tony
after talking ruru left with cab
tony darren yan chris n friends left to mrt
left me ben jackie botak cong cher n denise
ben n botak was talking
cong n jackie was talking with denise n cher
so i say to jackie n cong:er i very extra sia hehe i dun wan b lightbulb
den cong n jackie face kinda change oops :x
after talking ben n i deciding where to eat our dinner
we head to bk while cong jackie cher n denise go arcade or somewhere
reached bk den feel like eating smth else
so me n ben left bk to esplanade de no signboard to have dinner

This plate of peanut cost $2

This tea cost $1.50

This plate of honey chicken cost $12

This plate of Yang Chow fried rice cost $10

this is the bill

1 Chinese Tea $1.50

1 honey sauce chicken $12

2 yang chow fried rice $10 x 2

1 plate of peanut $2 i can get 100 g for $0.80

2 towel $0.80

Sub Total-$36.30

10%svc charge-$3.63

7%GST-$2.80

TOTAL:$42.75 <~ nice right the price -.-

after dinner went to suntec de starbuck to find jackie cong cher n denise

slack awhile chit chat den join them for dinner

i had dou jiang you tiao

so nice lor

i wan to eat again hahas

after tat went to bugis to find regan

reached bugis call n sms regan bo reply

went in to the lan shop cant find him

call him again n sms bo reply

den sms him say bye i go home le

wanted to take train to city hall

but took wrg train

reached lavendar ~.~ den took train to city hall

reached to city hall just nice the train to dhoby left

wait awhile jiu come le took to dhoby den change to purple line to go home

end of sat

sun-stayed at home do nth much

mon- same thing went to gym den go bugis

tue-stayed at home n talk to shiya ah yi on msn she ask me go out on wed

wed

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woke up at 11 i tink

received call from shiya ah yi

after tat showered den off to amk hub to meet them

i reached le den walk ard cos nth to do

den kai hui n nathalia came 1st

followed by shi ya ah yi yi hua bryan n jing ying

den buy the movie ticket at 1.50 de show "The Uninvited"

den the time still gt 1 hr b4 the show

1st we went to the pet shop

after pet shop we went to mos burger cos yi hua wan eat

after mos burger den we go to cinema

reached cinema yihua nathalia jingying bryan shiya n kai hui bought popcorn at the counter

after tat jiu go in le

den took out my PSP to hear songs for distracting the "horror" sound effect

the movie quite nice but SCARY it scare the shyt out of me sia

if u gt a weak heart i suggest u dun watch if u insist i gt nth to say

after movie we go to the cinema entrance cos shiya bryan n the rest talking

suay sia i see dao wy -.- damn

den shi ya say she g2g cos she gt tuition i tink

den left me kai hui yi hua bryan nathalia n jing ying

den nathalia say she g2g le so she left

left me kai hui bryan jingying n yi hua

-.- they play catching with me

they walk fast i folo

den they ran to toilet

i left them cos they dun wan me folo i tink

took train down to bishan n tot the circle line opened for bishan

reached bishan the mrt person told me tmr

i was like wtf -.- waste time

took train back to amk bought bubble tea n subway home

reached home play comp

den chat with shiya n kai hui

shiya say im fierce lol

i ask kai hui y u run away from me sia

she say im fierce lol

den kai hui n shi ya say im grumpy(smth like nt happy or wadeva)

lol la tat time i go hougang pri find cyn she oso say the same thing i fierce

wth lor

den grandma called my dad say later gonna go to funeral cos one of our relative died

left home went to fetch grandma shun bian send my cousin home

den my cousin call her mom cos telling her my dad sending her home

my auntie say lompang her home oso

fetched my auntie le den jiu drop them at their hse

went to toa payoh lor 5 food center to have dinner

after dinner went to bukit merah to fetch my another auntie

den off to jurong west st 81 for the funeral

after the funeral jiu send my auntie home after tat send my grandma

after sending jiu go home le

yawns im tired le

post shall end here

cya folks

nites

hope to meet her again

1st time wanna meet she ran away

u knw who u r ^^ im looking forward to meet u again

muacks ily C.N.W.Q

Whiten-Freddy Y.K.Y love Hinata Chanel N.W.Q forever

5201314 3344

hope no one will break us apart

muacks

To:yan
mei mei this one is for u la
i dun wan u say i nt good cos later i write message for ppl
bo write for u hehe
kor still love u ok
cheers
muacks

To:Cyn
yoooo long time nvr meet u le

when can i meet u sio
hope to see u soon

To:Shiya n KaiHui

im friendly de dun worry ok

i wun eat u up de haha

meet up soon ok?

cheers dun scared of me la

To:Francine

when can i meet u

i owe u one treat u knw?

meet up soon okay?

To:Aikiko

BF&GF do quarrels on some parts

but try to cheer up n sort things out ok?

i dunno u guys tat well but i wish to knw u more

all i wish is for u to b happy n cheer up

last long oso ok

hope can meet u on fri ^^

To:Cong

yo brother

ur chicken chop batter fish n cheesy chicken

i will give it to u on mon ok

^^

cheers bro

Pregnant woman
Parent with a kid
Old ppl aka senior citizen
NO SMOKING
NO FOOD N DRINKS

NO FLAMMABLE OBJECT

Cut the crap le

time to post sat n sun de stuff pic might b delayed

sat

went bunk play audi den chat with some ppl in msn

then saw tony

den saw chris(souldit93)n his friends

left bunk ard 140

cos meeting kerlyn zhi nu in city hall station at 145

after tat head to suntec de mac

cos kerlyn finding her happy meal toy

after tat me n her ordered some cakes in mac

she ate 1 oreo cheesecake

i ate 1 oreo cheesecake n 1 brownie

she paid for it den she ask me to treat her happy meal n i agreed ^^

after tat msg moon zhi nu

den kerlyn n me walk ard outside mac

5-10 mins later saw moon zhi nu (woo happy siol)

after meeting moon zhi nu

we walk ard suntec

took pic n i am the camera man haha

30 mins later yang came

den yang become the camera man thx hehe lol

while waiting for them to buy ice cream

cong called me cos he oso meeting us ma

after moon kerlyn n yang bought their wonderful ice cream

we head to raffles city de mac to find cong

but saw them at the mrt upstairs

then they say i late nid treat them hehe im willing to de cos my fault ma

den smth funny

kerlyn ask me to buy for her happy meal as i agreed earlier on

den cong botak n yang disturb me

cong called me daddy botak call me korkor forgot wad yang call me cos

they wan eat ma

i dam paiseh sia lol hehe >.<

after mac went to esplanade to slack lor

after slacking went to tiong bahru to find ultmus guild de guildmates

after finding them moon yang n kerlyn go buy their dinner

after their dinner went to mac to take pic

after tat slack awhile jiu send moon home

botak cong yang kerlyn n me head to mrt

botak cong went seperate ways with me yang n kerlyn

reached home msn with kerlyn yang botak n cong

cong n me keep using the voice record from laptop to pwn yang haha

end of sat

sun

meet cong kerlyn n yang at moon's hse downstairs

cong reached den yang den me den kerlyn

after tat me kerlyn n moon went upstairs to take moon de luggage

cos much easier for her to go airport den come back tiong bahru

here come the luggage man mr whiten(me) hehe

on my right is my bag on my left moon de bag hehe

cong call me x men -.- lol haha

den we head to bedok de cc to sing karaoke

kerlyn cong yang n moon sing when im enjoying their singing

after singing went to bedok market to have dinner

den send moon to airport

took trained down to tanah merah to xfer train

while cong yang kerlyn n moon talking

i walk away cos im abt to cry

feel sad ma moon going back to msia le

den bo cry cos they come find me

after tat in train

kerlyn was talking n singing with moon n yang

cong listening to his mp3

den i walk away cos i talking on phone then oso wan cry out at the same time

talked with regan then my tears almost burst out

luckily is abit of tears but yang cong kerlyn n moon dunno

reached changi airport

took pic with moon

den bring moon to meet her guildmates

den they check their luggage weight at the counter

after tat say some farewell speech n took farewell pic with moon

den they check in while cong kerlyn yang n me head to mrt

reached changi airport Terminal 3

cong go take some fresh air with yang

while me n kerlyn inside waiting for them

kerlyn took pic of herself while waiting

after tat head to mrt

den cong de card no money

run to the mrt ticket machine to buy

but the machine was like 3 m away from the train -.-

after alighting at tanah merah interchange

kerlyn go take the train to tampines

cong n yang went home

i took train down to khatib to meet regan

reached khatib went 7eleven to buy some drinks

den headed to his blk to find him

after tat me siokhui n regan took train to clark quay to buy donut

den took train to vivo

reached vivo headed to de no signboard restaurant to buy food

wanted to buy de food i wan but ended up buying fried rice

it cos 12 add gst all craps become $12.85 damn ex but nice

after slacking at vivo

me siokhui n regan took train home

siokhui n regan alight 1st cos siokhui pei regan to take the red line mrt

while i took the purple line alone

doze off 3 times in train

den something suay happen

saw bus 163m at sengkang interchange

tot the bus gt go tpy but ended up is go ard sengkang area

den i alighted at 3- 5 bus stop away from compasspoint

walked all the way back damn far sia but gd la cos exercise for cardio hehe

reached compasspoint called my mom to pick me up

reached home showered den download those karaoke songs i wanted

download finish called regan chat awhile jiu slp le

end of sun

today

went gym with uncle this afternoon

den went to maxwell to have my uncle lunch

he offered me a small piece of chicken chop quite nice

den after tat he go sell his camera lense

after selling he send me home

while in his van

helped him reply all the sms for him

reached home showered den go my grandma hse

ard 7plus - 8 jiu go to bugis to have dinner

ate dinner at ajisen ramen

while eating was msging with regan cos he going bugis ma

after tat went to beard papa to buy strawberry puff

but dun have den bought chocolate foundant n chocolate puff

after buying i went to sweet talk to buy bubble tea

den go find my mom at cold storage

regan msged me n say tat he reaching soon

den i go mrt find him n he dunno i was at bugis

cos i bluffed him say i at home

when he reached he was shocked to see me haha

den bring him n siokhui to find my mom

after tat siokhui n regan go virtual land

while my mom n me go QB hse for my hair cut

here comes the stupid hair cut pic

damn short like just come out from NS

lol hehe but the hair dresser say my skin sensitive nid go see doc

den felt moody in the car lol

reached home showered den maple

to my surprise

3 of de final hope guild mate quitted maple

1 of them is my . . . . dun wan say

den i was like damn

den starting to have mood swing damn

nw still have lor

currently listening to BY2's dont go away quite nice song

ok la dun wan post le

no mood to carry on n nth to say anyway

hmmm im happy again
cos my kim mei nvr angry at me ler
my yan mei cheer me up oso
im very happy n honoured to have a lovely mei like kim n yan
today had lunch at pizza hut
ordered hawaiian pizza n the BEEF Ball
so nice
den i play L4D
just nw i killed a player cos im a hunter
woo hoo so nice

im feeling damn full nw
i ate a $5 beef fried rice so nice
drink china apple
come home blog lor
hehe
feel like go out tmr
dunno who will volunteer to go out with me
haizz

today finally went to the buffet tat i wanted
n the buffet is very very good
after buffet went to lido to shop for awhile
after lido den go to cousin hse
left cousin hse at 1am to go home
reached home showered den use comp
mood:happy n bloated
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To:Kim mei
mei kor really forgot ur bday
im really sorry
pls forgive me
i dun wan to lose u as my mei
u are my mei for very long le
i dun wan to lose u
sry hope u can forgive me

To:Sharon mei
mei im really sry abt knowing ur friend
im really sorry
if u want to blame blame me dun blame germaine
i'm willing to take the blame for it
if u hate me or angry me i wun blame u
i deserve it de
if u dun wan to forgive me its ok
cos its my fault

To:cong
bro
im sorry
i wun go gym with u le
cos im giving up on diet
no use to slim down
cos my attitude sux
its my fate to b single
n im accepting it
im sry

i dun really knw wad to do
i have the feeling tat im losing my gans 1 by 1
its really hurts
i really feel like crying or emo
im gonna give up everything i have
cos im getting mood swing every single night
every night feel like crying or emoing
no mood to play games
hear song oso no mood
this is nt who i am
i dunno who the hell am i
ive change to some freaks nw
my attitude becoming more worse
i really dunno wad to do

sigh my feeling n mood like roller coaster
up down up down sigh

ytd went out with regan
went bugis play comp at lan
played for 2hr
after tat went to Aljuied station to meet regan's dad
den he drive us to a restaurant to eat
cos regan's sister treating her family to eat for mother day dinner
reached the eating place
the food sux like mad sia
damn nt nice
hate it
after dinner went to regan hse awhile cos might be going out later
reached regan hse
i used his comp while he go shower
after tat talk to him abt some bleach characters
nvr notice the time
from 8 talk until 930 ~.~
i was like wtf
den we left the hse immediately
while on our way to mrt regan msged siokhui see where she is
she say come pioneer meet her
we trained down to JE to check last train for YCK de
the uncle say last train 1215
den i was like yay b4 1215 must reach
reach pioneer ask the uncle wad time last train 1130
den my mood like crushed
i told regan nvm i go home
den when i reached JE
i called regan say nvm i come find u
miss train miss lor
take cab to JE can le
after meeting regan
went to find siokhui n her friends
den me n regan sit at another pit
cos dunno them ma
after tat siokhui say go kopitiam cos her friends wan eat
den we go to the kopitiam
me n regan sit at another table
one of siokhui friend approach regan and ask us to join them
regan say dun wan
den later siokhui another friend come ask us to join them
again the ans is dun wan
then siokhui sit with us
regan ask her to join her friend
she dun wan
den after tat i told regan i going off le
regan say wait he following me
den i called the taxi uncle
15 mins later
the cab came
me n regan took the taxi home
i drop him at his hse den go home

end of sunday

Today

woke up at 7plus cos stomach damn freaking pain
after gone to the toilet
slept at another room
den cousin msg me to ask me help her download some songs
woke up straightaway on comp
download songs n listen songs at the same time
after downloading songs
head to shower
after shower
play L4D awhile
left hse at 1415 to pick up cousin at redhill
while on the way to pick cousin i was smsing with susan nuer ^.^
den reached the hotel
went to the restaurant
the waitress say nid to book -.-
den my mom book for tmr
after booking le
we head to the building next to Lido for lunch
we had Tim sum
after tim sum went to grandma hse
den left there abt 9 plus
reached home
showered
den use comp till nw

dunno wad happen to me sia
every night time feel like crying
i am no longer the strong whiten u guys knw le
im easily to b hurt
n ppl easily will get irritated&annoyed with me
haizz

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u put ur name u get all sorts of funny slogan
1.Whiten the freshmaker-WTF ~.~
2.Great Whiten Great Times-freaking damn hate this ~.~
3.Just Do Whiten-wtf is just do it become just do whiten -.- zzz
4.whenever there's a snack gap,whiten fits- zzz i nt Greedy -.-
5.im a secret whiten drinker-wth -.- tat so lame
6.whiten is job 1- zzz since when i become a job zzz zzz zzz zzz
7.Dont Get Mad Get whiten-i like this slogan it fits me
8.Dont leave home without whiten-zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz lamed
9.did somebody say whiten-i hope nt -.-
10.have a break have a whiten- zzz im a kit kat commercial zzz


damn seriously dunno wad is my mood gone to
sometime happy
sometime sad
sometime wanna cry
sometime feel so left out
sometime feel so bored
sometime feel so alone
sometime feel so lame
haizz